Biggety, biggety, bang, bang, bang
Ratta tat tat against my window pane
So much confusion inside my brain
It's enough to drive this man insane
Back in the corners of the dark recesses
Of my mind, a sense of peace I yearn to find
But all that remains are thoughts unkind
Thoughts of the children left behind
By the fathers I snuffed out or drugged out
Or smoked out or drove out of my neighborhood
Cause if you ain't from my set it ain't all good
You'll never dishonor me in my place of rest
My home is my castle and I'll accept no hassle
Or I gotta get my gat and take you out like that
I may hear your screams as the moon shines high
I may always see your face when I close my eyes
But I'll never be dissed, dishonored or doped
I've learned to adjust and I can cope
With the blood on my hands and the sweat on my brow
Cause I make many dollars doing what I know how
That B-boy, that ho, that mama with her check
They all need to be serviced so I say 
"What the heck"
Let it be my child that's fed as a result of this game
If my child starves to death, then I am to blame
So I'll do what I gotta do when it's gotta be done
Cause dollars are first, they are my obsession
Biggety, biggety, bang, bang, bang
So much confusion I'm going insane
So much noise inside my brain
Like raindrops against my window pane
The seeds that I sow are my crosses to bear
My tree produces bad fruit and I am aware
That I'm rotten, infested, diseased, molested
I hot head, an inbred, no, you haven't misread
I'm poison from the core, what good can come from me
My future has been told and I'll leave a horrid legacy
Of hate and pain, destruction and grief
When you learn all I've done you'll shake your head in disbelief
You'll even cry out for relief but there is none
If there is mercy and peace I would have found it by now
Every breath I breathe is a struggle
And I don't know how
My flesh and bones live, something is amiss
I have no heart or soul, I'm a bottomless abyss
Tell me how I continue to exist
Biggety, biggety, bang, bang, bang
Ratta tat tat against my window pane
To live like this is just insane
On my casket they'll throw sticks and stones
For daffodils and roses will have no home
Or no place I should say, amongst the dead that burn
And I'll take my punishment, it's what I've earned
I have no remorse for those with needles in their veins
Or pipes on their lips or noses white with cocaine
For they feed my family and pay for my gear
And I cheat them sometimes but I have no fear
For my gat is my right hand and my nine is my left
And unlike many I do not fear death
So I'll do what I've gotta do when it's gotta be done
Cause dollars come first, they are my obsession
Biggety, biggety, bang, bang, bang
Ratta tat tat against my window pane
So much confusion inside my brain
It's enough to drive this man insane