I have always had faith in the god up above
Always have faith in the concept of love
Always had the dream to make my life grand
Always had the need to grow up a man
I never had a father and my heart ached for years
Why he never loved me
Why I shed these tears
I have always had faith in many things
I would never plant a seed
I refuse to tend
We had so many things
So many moments passed
The good times we cherished
The worst times we wished would pass
And through all the struggles
The pains that we went through
I have always had faith
In the goodness of you
Now that faith is broken
Trashed in many pieces
I never saw a reason
I would hate you in every season
I have always had faith
In the charity of your heart
You took my child
Now we are far apart
Now that faith is broken
I have always had faith
That I would be a man
Support I would give
I would love and I would heed
Those closest to my heart
I have always had faith
I would never leave fatherless a child
Now that faith is shaken
My illusions all turn opaque
This child I have
My son, my heart
You have taken my soul away
You wanted to hurt the man
You wanted to break my spirits
And all you've done
I've still held on
Not for you
But for my son
The seconds become minutes
Hours, days and months
The more we are apart
I miss him with all my heart
Contempt for you rises
I have always had faith in goodness
I have always had faith in life
But without him near
It's too much to bear
Thank you
My faith is gone
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