I HAD AN URGE TO LISTEN TO SOME MUSIC.
I pulled a Beethoven CD from the cabinet,
But a voice inside my head whispered:
"No! Basie!
I WAS HUNGRY AND WANTED TO FIX SOME DINNER.
I looked in the cookbook for the coq au vin recipe,
But a voice inside my head whispered:
"No! Collards!
I WAS IN THE MOOD FOR A GOOD BOOK.
I went to the bookstore to get one by Bronte,
But a voice inside my head whispered:
"No! Baldwin!
I wish I could silence the whispers inside my head.
I wish the whispers wouldn't make me choose.
I wish the whispers didn't make me feel guilty.
I wish the whispers would let me have both
Beethoven and Basie,
Coq au vin and Collards.
Bronte and Baldwin.
I wish the whispers didn't hiss
"Sellout"
When I sometimes rebel and choose
Beethoven over Basie,
Coq au vin over Collards,
Bronte over Baldwin.
Hey you! Whispers! Stop hissing like that!
Your hissing puts me in a trench between two worlds.
Your hissing makes me not belong to either world.
Your hissing makes me feel like a renegade,
a nomad,
a traitor,
a misfit.
I'm not a renegade, a nomad, a traitor or a misfit.
I'm just someone who will (on some days) prefer
Beethoven over Basie,
Coq au vin over Collards,
Bronte over Baldwin.
It's as simple as that.
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