Hear I am
still stuck at the conscious level of the masses
chasing asses
hoping to catapult to another level of conscious the fastest

Seeking salvation from a hole
filled with unadulterated satisfaction
hypnotic and tranquil, hauntingly seemingly everlasting.

I pray it last until infinity
become so deep apart of me 
that I become lost in the world from which I came
stained by the joys of love
safe from the wrath of the world and all it’s pain.

I am at peace here
I am at home here
we are as one here

PART II


Sadly what begun here
ultimately ends here
Your salvation was relative
I require a fix that's absolute
your salvation has stipulations
and strikes with pain acute
causing wounds of the soul
scars on the heart
reality becomes torn apart
sanity dissolves

I can't stop this feeling of indecisiveness
not knowing which way to go
not knowing which way to turn
I get nauseated and antsy
as this tormenting feeling inside burns.

who stole the soul
vandalized the scarceness of the heart
who altered destiny 
for selfish acquisition against God. 
...................Vanity.