There are times when I see myself running through the field,
I am excited and running to something I have longed for all of my life,
It is clear to me, I can almost feel the energy flowing through my veins,
My eyes are finally opened,
I'm running faster and faster,
I don't want to miss it this time,
No this time will be different,
No I won't make the same mistakes again,
Yes, I do deserve this,
I've always been destined for this,
Yes, I have made some bad choices,
But God has forgiven me,
And granted me this,
It feels like a breath of fresh air,
I just want to touch it,
Feel it up against my skin,
It's waving to me,
“Hey”, I say,
It looks so excited and is welcoming me home,
This feeling is so awesome, I never want to lose it,
How do I keep it?
Can I lock it up?
Finally….
I'm there,
It's better than I ever imagined,
No this time will be different,
No I won't make the same mistakes again,
Yes, I do deserve this,

Hello happiness, it's ME again……..