Being alone is a hurtful blessing 
When your heart needs recovery
After a love affair destroys your world
Inflicting hurt and pain; such misery
Recovering in slow motion
Mind unable to block out love's life altering deceit
Heart weaping silent tears as it remembers 
every orgasm laced with emotional irresponsibility
What happened to the friendship
I thought was the foundation of loves home?
Now I reach my hand out for you and then remember that you're gone