Some days I feel irretrievably broken.
I feel as if the shattered pieces of my soul
were haphazardly scattered on purpose
so that I can never again find myself.
All the years of hurt, betrayal & disappointment
have become etched in the sub dermal portions of myself....
scars so deeply written that only my bones bear witness to my shame.
So deep in fact that although I know they are there,
I can scarcely see them anymore but somehow
can all too clearly see them in somebody else.
I am irretrievably broken.
Who fixes broken people?
Please tell me, if you know.
Because I so desperately, desperately need to be fixed.