Sometimes I wonder if this is all just a dream,
I pray that I awake and all the pain will go away,
As my mind has turned from a center of everlasting thought,
To an endless abyss of pain and anger,
And my heart that used to pump pride and happiness,
Is now filled with unthinkable pain and sorrow,
And I have become only a fraction of the man I used to be,
As my soul has been ripped apart,
And I am left with nothing,
As I try to go on with my life,
Walking down roads I have yet to travel,
Nor did I know existed,
As my eyes have becomed eclipsed,
Entering the realm of lost souls,
Trying to recapture e my own,
As I begin my journey,
To become a man once again.