I have been a lone now Lord for what seems like a long time. 
No soul mate. No soul meet. 
No fleshly human male to hold my hand when I fall. 
Not a one to ring my phone at all. 
To see if I made it home when 
I go out to do the things I must. 
To sweep my floors or remove the piling dust. 
When I am down and don’t feel well. 
There is no one Lord for me to tell, 
where I ache or what does hurt. 
Human that is. 
I once thought I had that Lord. 
But You chose to take him home. 
And since that day I have lived and been alone. 
Lord will this always be my fate? 
Is it wrong the way I feel, 
Because I am so lonely without my special soul mate? 
Because I am so lonely without my special soul mate? 

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Author's Comments:
"One of the worst feelings in the world is to lose your companion. 
The Lord is my strength and have always been my strength. 
A life of commitment and dedication to God is not easy."