What happened to the long conversations,
And verbal sensations? 
Orally invigorating each others mind,
God, I wish life had a rewind.
We've shared sacred moments with each other,
Now we hardly talk to one another.
My heart hurts
And feels like its been ran threw the dirt
All because I let my guard down
I go around wearing a frown.
I now listen to rap songs
Anticipating the day this hurt will be long gone.
You are not mine, nor am I yours
Yet I feel like there were open doors.
What am I to say?
I can't continue to live in yesterday.
You didn't know the affect you had on me
But now you see.
What affect do I have on you?
Its ???????? from my point of view