He went limp and somehow I was near enough
To catch him and break his fall
He started shaking so I shook him
And his name, out loud, I called
And I wiped the thick mucus from his mouth
And I began to cry
His year old head wobbled some
I did not know the reason or why
But his eyes caught mine in time
For me to stop crying and see
I had to be strong - I had to hold on
My warrior needed me
Amaru is constantly shaking.
He goes limp and I am not near enough
To catch him and break his fall
I can feel the shaking - can he feel the breaking
Of my heart - my sun - my all
I'm not there to cradle him
And wipe the thick mucus from his mouth
Or stroke his five-year-old head
I feel part dead or just part myself
Not the whole 'cause in my soul
I can feel deep enough to see
That I have to get back - in place - in tact
'cause my warrior needs me
Amaru shakes sometime.
And I know he won't go limp
so no one can get close enough to break his fall
'cause he is used to the shaking - the medicine - the breaking
of his pride - his will - his all
'cause I can't always cradle him
and wipe the thick mucus from his mouth
'cause my baby will grow up
and have to handle this world for himself
the falling - the shaking - the crying - the aching
he will outgrow in time
but until then will it be sin
for me to claim the pain that is rightfully mine
But Amaru won't be shaken!
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