I sit up at night rocking
'cause I can't get no rest
I sit in silence feeling milk
swelling in my breast
and it's at this time I talk
and call them by ungiven names
sing them the sweetest lullabies
and play children's games
just to hear them laugh
and sometimes even sing
just how many - I don't know
lost count after three
but it really doesn't matter
so I say to myself
'cause they sound so free and joyous
I know they're in good health.
Yes I sit up at night rocking
'cause I can't get no peace
with the sound of hungry children
crying themselves to sleep
and milk will grow in my breast
drowning my heart until I mourn
for every last spirit and soul
who were never born
and I will talk to them
like a good mother would
I'd sit and comb their hair
if I only could
and when dawn comes I'll sleep
and this is exactly why
throughout the night I hear
my dead babies cry.
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