there was a small thing inside of me
that over time would grow to be
something special, a human being
then one day he was gone
to a better place where he could rest
In God's arms he would always have the best
It just seems so sad that his time never came to be
he never got to know what it would be like
to have a mother like me
I never got to smell his baby smell
never saw my stomach swell
I didn't get to send my baby to school
or watch him walk, learn to talk, wipe his drool
never saw him catch a ball or ride a bike
didn't get to see my baby's star shine bright
he was taken from me before he got to be
I just have to think that now wasn't my time
it wasn't meant to be just yet
although late at night I find it hard to forget
for just a short while I had a child
who was going to make me a mother and a woman
completely
Even though I don't cry for him 
because the tears just won't fall
If I had half a chance I would have given him  my all