I'm livin' in a cloud of blunt smoke
Takin' my life for a joke
'Cause I'm outta control
Movin' from party to party
Club to club, man to man
With no future plans
No love in my life, no goals set for myself
Not caring about tomorrow, or anything else
You can catch me out on the dance floor
Shakin' my ass, trickin' these niggas, til about 4
Drownin' out all the pain, shot after shot
Drink after drink, til I can't think
Can't walk, can't see, can't feel
I'm always looking for the next thrill
Day by day my life is passing me by
I can't seem to care, no matter how hard I try
I've killed my own dreams, I've wasted the love I had
So now I live for the moment it's all I have
I've freed my mind, used my body, sold my soul
And how I got this way, is a story too sad to be told.
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