Nya..I thought of you today
sort of like I do every day
still wondering what your smile looks like
if you have his nose or mine
I saw your eyes in my dreams late last night
couldn't get back to sleep, life doesn't seem right
with out you here where I need you to be
my little baby made just for me

I think you of Nya
with each breath I take
hoping the thoughts of you
will ease my pain
I hear you Nya
when you cry for me
I reach for you while I sleep
wanting to feel your soft baby skin
but when I wake, I'm all alone again
A childless mother with so much love to give
Haunted by a child that never lived
You didn’t breathe a single breath
Still I cry for you, until I have no tears left

I try to remember you’re my angel
that watches over me
that sits in the lap of my King
that things are how they should be
God had a special plan for you
you’re an Angel with a job to do
so patiently I wait for the day
God calls me your way
until then
I'll continue to think of you everyday