It's easier to turn tears into silence
than to fix what hurts,
when all that hurts is all you want.
Your heart screams from within
but your heart is so distant
that even you can't hear the screams.
The tears flood your emotions
until you drown in your own sorrows,
solitude is your only recourse,
loneliness is your best friend.
Loneliness never speaks, never asks,
never tells, never demands,
silence is loneliness friend,
in the quagmire of mixed emotions,
silence stops the constant hurt,
but you still hurt in the silence and loneliness
Love is but a four letter word
used at times as a weapon of choice
to subdue feelings and change emotions
for desired intentions of the one
who uses the weapon carelessly and without regard.
tasteless is love in the mouth
of one who has been hurt,
numb is the desired feeling
as the tears turn into silence,
the silence into loneliness,
loneliness into emptiness,
the emptiness into depression
the sign of introverted hurt.
The road is longer than my half empty tank,
the road to happiness
is longer than my half empty tank,
so when my tank is empty
i will be on the side
of the road to happiness
yet again never to get to my destination.
Ahh it is easier to turn tears into silence
than to fix what hurts
when all that hurts is all you want!
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