I won't cry.  It hurts though.
Over in the morning, everything set in on me.  
I have to be strong.
The treadmill is going fast and I am asking God 
to slow it down so that I won't fall backwards.
Everything around me is moving very fast. 
Will I be able to keep up?  Will I rebound?
Only God knows the answers, 
so I am praying to him for the solutions.