I confessed my deepest most inner fear, 
I express the importance, and yet you ignored me. 
I am hurt, crushed, I feel betrayed. 
Things that I told you should've never been repeated but yet instead, they did. 
I tried to "love" you unconditionally, 
despite the things I went through, 
I never not kept it real with you. 
I was 100! All day. 
Yet I am here crying, suffering, wondering what has become of me. 
I let my guard down to trust, 
ow I feel like loving you wasn't a must. 
I would give anything to be able to compare my love 
for someone else to the same "love" they give me. 
I am BEAUTIFUL, INTELLIGENT, SILLY, WITTY, LITTLE BIT SMART MOUTH, but I'm human! 
I have feelings and in case you didn't notice. I come with emotions! 
They may be off wack at times, but hey... I'm A WOMAN!... 
Nothing in LIFE is perfect, and time heals all wounds. 
I won't let my past affect my future, 
but HOWEVER, MY PAST CAN DETERMINE MY FUTURE. 
I have to "LET GO"... things that used to hurt me can no longer no more. 
I have KING waiting upon my arrival... Who tells me I'm everything in more. 
He express himself more than you will ever know. 
I prayed and I said God, despite my flaws, and my flesh, 
send me someone who can love me and have respect. 
Now God, don't make him perfect for sight, but perfect through your creation. 
Help him to define the true meaning of a MAN in the BIBLICAL FORM. 
Describe to him in a vision of how a WOMAN is royalty to you. 
That's she is more precious than RUBIES. 
Explain to him how is is the "PROVIDER". 
And I am his co-captain, because God you are " THE PILOT", 
which makes all things take off. 
Without you God, me and him aren't nothing. 
I am learning everyday to walk by faith and not by sight. 
Thanks for listening.... ~Meek~