how was i supposed to see that?
you didn't give me my 3D glasses so I couldn't see it
it was my single vision that led me to believe I wasn't blind
my single vision had me thinking I wasn't missing things when blinking
but I could smell this stinking, rotten stench
and it wouldn't let me sleep
it made the pit of my stomach ache and shook my nerves like a quake
and when I looked into the sky
acid rain filled my eyes
and scalded my vision
and caffene highs still didn't give me the energy to
see clearly
now the rain is gone.......
and the sirens are warning me about hurricane pain
and damn, it's a category 4
does that mean some catastrophic shit is about to go down?
do you think if I close my eyes real tight
and brace myself, the eye of the storm will pass me by?
maybe if I cross my fingers
and whisper repeatedly rapid chants of
"pleaseGodpleaseGodpleaseGodplease"
"let it pass"
do you think it will?
I gave you an altar and called you my God
I worshipped your footsteps
gave you my love
gave you my soul
gave you my heart
gave you me
gave you me
I
gave
you
me
and now I'm losing my religion
all this time I couldn't see
but now all I can do is watch
while you crucify my dreams
steaks pounded through my heart
sink in deeper as each lie bitch-slaps the truth
and hits me like stones
and i'm lookin at you watching me from your glass house
yellin' out my flaws loud enough for me to hear
but low enough so that echos won't cause that
avalanche over your see through crib
to come tumbling down
but if I can build up enough strength to do anything
I will make sure that my pain echoes in your head
exploding loudly inside your mind
causing migrane thoughts
making you chant repeatedly, rapidly
"pleaseGodpleaseGodpleaseGodplease"
"make this shit stop!!"
scream that shit loud, so that the avalanche will crush
those walls that lie
then I'll watch your bloodstained tears
blurr your vision
and toss you a towel so you can wipe away enough of my love
to see me walk away
rsjsj
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