settling into this familiar sweater comforts me
reminds me that there's always a place for me
in the not so grand scheme of things 
I don't care if I’m read 
I don't care if I’m seen 
here I am 
satisfied. 
so many people walking around unhappy 
that's a shame 
get joy 
I’ve been wasting my time 
so I’m finished with this too 
time to live 
death comes all too soon 
and so many things do not last 
people 
dreams 
things you thought mattered 
like I said before...it's all vanity 
even this.