I wondered if I could ever change
Rage against myself was always on the brain
Rain in my forecast disstained my days
Gray clouds didn't seem to float away
Its about life, about living
Am I traveling the right roads
Making the correct decisions
Or choosing the wrong lanes in this car I'm steering
I ponder some days
Thoughts glare across my windshield
Like the sun rays
But their not blinding enough to stay
Turn page
Who woulda ever thought
This journey would cause me to embark
On a self odyessy
Within my own heart
Finally pausing long enough
To see where the truth start
To feel how love hurt
And process, what is moderate worth
It ain't easy, nor is it complicated
It's just breathing
If I contemplate it too long
I may forgets my reasons
Worrying about whos wrong
May cause me to get lost
Within these trees I'm seeing
So shades might not be needed
Turn page
What is my true destiny?
If I am without cause
Am I a reason for being?
Or just needless for breathing
To figure this equation
I had to learn the meaning of patience
Focus on self presavation
Cause life is worth more then the money we're taken
Coming to grip with true riches
Love, Knowledge equals Wisdom
Can't forget I'm no different from the other children
So I can't ever become wise in my own eyes
Thought provoking
Too many words go unspokens
Too many lives go unnoticed
Too many of us fall victim,
to these lies that are quoted
Like memories of yesterday
I hold on to souls that are no longer breathing
Hold on to dreams I'm no longer dreaming
Clinging to fears for no apparent reason
Last Page
I can change
Maybe that rage is a determination for better days
And that rain ain't a disstain, just replenishing my veins
Those clouds aint gray, just a sight of hope for a new way
It is life, this is living
These roads are consequences of my decsions
No right or wrong
Just a journey I'm traveling on
These thoughts point to exits of great actions
Pretty sure if they were too bright
I may not find my way
So never shall they be blinding, but instead help me to find it
Locating the importance
Of my heart on this voyage
Having the will
To never stop working for it
Dont over look what I searching for
Sometime it is good to step back
Be honest with yourself
And forgive those that pained you in the previous steps
It ain't easy, nor is it complicated
It's just breathing
Focusing on what motivates me
Just to understand the reasoning
That I may get lost on this trail
While concentrating on inappropriate beings
Stepping into the shadows
Can help show which way the light is beaming
With this my question still remains...
What is my true destiny?
If I am without cause
Am I a reason for being?
Or just needless for breathing
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