Suicide
A phrase often used meaning to take your own life
But suicide
Should mean the outcome of someone's love life
See I've
Set myself up for failure many times
Suicide
Simply because he looked into my eyes
It's suicide
To think that I'm the only woman that he's seeing
Suicide
To think that he is dreaming dreams I'm dreaming
Sweet Suicide
Cause I'm sure I'm not the only one he's screwing 
Suicide
Cause the whole time I'm thinking what the hell am I doing
Why am I
Making excuses for his actions
And why am I
Compensating him for the things he's lacking
Suicide
Maybe it's because the boy is packing
Sweet Suicide
I can't believe that I'm thinking about shacking
Why am I
Making myself believe that he loves me
And why am I 
Places his hopes and wishes above me
That's suicide
I should always be first in my shoes
Suicide
But when it comes to him I always lose
So this is me
A woman with a fragile heart speaking
This is me
A woman who is for her king seeking
This is me
A woman who knows what's wrong but still does it
This is me
This is Suicide
But in the beginning I always love it
Sweet Suicide