With every beat of my heart and taken breath,
MY heart broke into pieces when you left.
I felt hurt because our friendship and love came to a quick end.
I pray to God that he will allow me to love, hug, and kiss you again.
I know how women are with you.
So you finding someone else can possibly be true.
I have expressed my feelings for you in so many ways.
I can go on and on about you for days.
You and me would have been magical and passionate.
With each other we are compassionate.
You care about me and I care about you.
To bad that I feel this connection is through.
You don't know how bad I want to break down into tears.
Just knowing that I just might not see you for years.
You left me way too soon.
I wish and pray that God will allow us to be together some day,
with out either one of us going away.
I have a feeling that you and me were meant to be,
because you let me in to see what others don't see.
I hope that you feel the same way I do,
even though our unity is through.
Even if you and me don't work out,
I shared laughs, love, and heartache with you and that's no doubt.
I think that there is a reason why we met
and I think God doesn't want us to see The reason yet.
I hope that you truly care a lot about me.
If so or if not in the future, I will see.
You are a special friend;
I want you to know that I loved you all the way to the end.
You didn't say good-bye.
Maybe there was a reason why or maybe it was all just a lie.
If you were made for me, you will come back.
If not it is your love that I will lack.
I can see us together, sharing laughs and cries with each other.
The way you looked at me made me feel like with you I can be free.
Free of heartache and pain, free of thunderstorms and rain.
With you I have so much to gain,
Right now my heart, mind and soul is in alot of pain.
I miss you to death; Without you I have almost nothing left.
I wish you could see,
That my heart is in pain, without you here with me.


Dedicated to: RUSSELL KYM OLIVER
(My only special friend; I love you.)