all this time I've been looking,
searching for what? 
I don't know. 
but I'm still looking for what I haven't lost, 
or better yet what I haven't found,
how profound...
one has to go on a journey to find themselves,
imagine that, me searching for myself.
so if I don't know me... 
how will I recognize who I am
or who I will be...
I have a vague idea of what I'm supposed to be. 
so hopefully, I will let me find me,
and we will join
and be the one me that I'm supposed to be...
and I will no longer be searching.