thoughts of you never really leave me
they merely linger for hours
actually appearing to be real

answer me this
how can I feel you
when I’ve never had you near me
but my spirit has

some things in this world
appear to be insane
then other things
just seem to stay the same

your face 
your body
your hands
your smile
your teeth
your look
your touch
your style
your profile

all are a mystery
waiting for me to write
and so
before you appear
I’ve imagined what it all must be like
what it all must be

and so I’m satisfied in knowing
that my God knows me
that he knows what’s for me
and the design of you 
it’s not so important for me to haggle over

because 
I trust God

tell me
do you