I have been up been down spit on shoved
pushed mis-used called out shutdown broken
choked scratched slapped and
beat...but I feel nothing I have been left
seen people turn their backs stabbed and
mis had sometimes I was glad I am on an
emotional roller coaster ready for the ride
waiting on someone one to pull the trigger
and you ask how or what I feel nothing not
a feeling or even a tingle nothing like a
deep dark hole nothing like a serial killer
on the move nothing I dont have a soul......