The Trash Girl (Trick Mirrors)
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by Jamal Sharif
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Sista got serious gold dukie braids
kind that was the shit
back in '85
seldom walks with her head up, but
in passing I've discovered
she'd be pretty
if she thought she was
I don't know her name
She's the trash girl
sole female entity of the
5 o'clock clean up crew
consistently ready to disinfect
vacuum and sanitize
while her colleagues loiter
in supply rooms
smokin' weed
I 'aint never seen her smile
Doesn't hear when I say hello
her walkman volume is always
up too high; besides
she's got a look that dismisses me as
just anotha nylon-and-heels-wearin' heifer
who thinks she's the shit because
she got her own office
business cards
and a phone
I know the look
seen it before
One night I heard her cryin'
into the pay phone down the hall
'bout how tired tired tired she was
of doin' everything for everybody
how she just couldn't find
the right man to love her
how the kids were makin' her crazy
how she don't hardly have nothin'
left over for herself
how she thought life was gonna be
so much more than this
Since then
I toss my own trash
long before she arrives
it's just my way of sayin'
sista me and you the same:
I just got a day job
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