Sometimes replaced my rare,
   tearing my soul
Suddenly, sometimes is more
   often than not...
a living rot
The saddest times...
   Sometimes -
When the ache of loss is
   almost unbearable,
and to cover it is a disaster,
   for, it is so unbelievable,
undeniable, and inconceivable
Thoughts get lost in a roulette...
What’s next if sometimes is
   becoming more often than not
Confusion is a fusion of mass 
   unintellected movements through
my heart...
   once making since, 
now tearing apart