Stand Alone

by Koko1060

Allowed self to get involved in a situation
no strings attatched no ties
no second guessin where he is or blaming myself for his lies
the idea of having no responsibility to this brotha enlightened my anticipation
nevertheless didn't think twice about the ish prior to it happening
(DIDN'T THINK I HAD TO)
Me and 1 night stand dude? we were cool
(TO MY UNDERSTANDING)
Our conversation upon introduction WAS NOT as fascinating to my ears 
as was his soultry voice and dark brown skin tone
Was I letting my promiscousness out way my intellegence?

Never was I ever trying to be your lady
(hmm..nor your friend)
We just so happened to be two adults engaging horizontally in a consensual situation
So what if we just met 2 days and 1 nite ago?
The night we spent together was just physical
NO CUDDLIN, KISS'N, OR PLAY'N FOOTSIE UNDER THE COVERS, 
NO PANTIN, HUGGIN, OR RUBBIN ALL UP ON ONE ANOTHER
Just straight hard core F****N
No future together no relationship, no call me later so we can talk about it  

the v-mails on my cell and the constant pop-up visits to my home are not cool
I wonder how you go my personal info in the 1st place because I know I didn't give it to you
HEY WHAT CAN I SAY? I DIDN'T EXPECT FOR YOU TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ME AFTER I PUT THIS THANG ON YOU

What we experienced is now a thing of the past
I'm not purposely trying to degrade you or put you on blast
your suaveness got you all up in my wetness 
my wetness brought out your weakness
rather than taking the time to learn,listen, understand and connect with me
you were quick to stick it in
now you can't handle the fact that I don't wanna be nothing to you not even your friend
go ahead Mr. 1 night stand call me a hoe because in a heartbeat I'd do it again 
JUST NOT WITH YOU THOUGH
and for that reason Mr. 1 night stand is why you stand alone..

Stand Alone by Koko1060

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