I cry over our yesterdays at night while you sleep
Dreaming of your  tomorrows
And 
In the morning 
When sunshine bleeds through indigo skies
I reapply my disguise to look more like
the girl you once knew me to be
When in reality
The person this experience has forced me to become 
Is much more womanly 
You awake to a girl who痴 happy to get
whatever time you can manage to spare
When really
I知 a woman who痴 adjusted quite fine to living a life without you there
You see a wounded soul holding tight to anything camouflaged as real love
But if you look closer you値l see a warrior
who sleeps comfortably in the arms of self love
You think that I知 the bedroom fantasy
that your father told you to always keep on the side
But your mother dared you to bring home
Well your half right
Because I am a porn star who is as equally domestic
as I am brilliant enough to cook the bacon 
And bring it home
Yes 
I smile at my tomorrows while you are awake
Oblivious to my metamorphosis
And tonight 
When darkness chases an orange sky  
I値l remove my disguise for the last time
And introduce you to the woman that you forced me to be
But in all honesty 
I知 not mad at the heartache that you caused
Because I知 much wiser and stronger, ultimately
You値l finally meet the woman who痴 been able
to still give you all of herself
Even though your love was only part time 
And 
You値l finally see that everything that you ran the streets looking for 
Has been there at your side the whole time 
And tonight 
You will understand that love is not just a word
that you whisper in my ear in the middle of sex to keep my pussy wet 
I am hurt but I知 not afraid to let you go with no regrets
Tomorrow morning will be bittersweet 
A subtle blend of melancholy and a dash of conquest
will fill my overcast skies
I値l throw away my foolish girl disguise
and smile at the woman love has forced me to be
Because I知 wiser and stronger, ultimately