I really don't know where to begin, 
But I must tell you my life will end, 
I say this in hope that you understand, 
To continue living here is not a plan, 
It's just too much for me to bare, 
And I must admit I can't stay here, 
I've never seen the joys you do, 
No smiles, No happy, for I'm not you, 
Can't see the rainbow after a storm,
Life for me proves too forlorn, 
Of these things,  please be forgiving, 
For the life I lead is not for living, 
And now’s the time for it to end, 
But do not cry for we'll meet again.