Feelings saturated squandering
life's endless challenges withering
away to obscurity barely existing
out of mind, out of body focused on
mundane indiosyncrasies cruising 
through a vicious cycle
the tears flowing like raindrops
my heart beats drumming out my last
breathe
freaking out to the call of death
filtering away to my final destination
creating through osmosis eliminating
the negative vibes chasing dreams that
are no longer there fighting the temptations
that breaks down my cerebral functions
fear maneuvers me back to reality
my cries go unheard my pleas are 
unreasonable doubts
moving through life motionless and 
unreachable.