She said I had a beam in my eye
She said when I looked at her it was lust not desire
She said she did not want me to pursue her at this time
I had already made up in my mind that she would be change in time
I thought it was all going to be fine not this time
She began to test me to see what was in my heart 
Searching for everything to tear me apart
Hell could this really be someone I thought I could love
Who would hurt me at the core and not give it a second thought
I was willing to turn my back on God for a few minutes of pleasure
Man I wanted to be with this woman I was desperate 
I didn’t mean to hurt her I thought I was ready to pursue a wife
I think I got a little inpatient with God
All I had on my mind was she would mine
Not this time everything began to turn sour
God would not allow me to have this woman
She was still healing and all I was doing was adding pressure
Some where in the back of my mind I knew I had to let go
But my heart really wanted this young woman
When I think about it all I was put in her path 
to encourage her to stay with God
Some how I got captivated by her beauty and started to fall
We didn’t make love but in my heart she was done it was on
I had to go to God and repent for turning my back on him
Lord I truly regret how I could have destroyed 
this young woman’s vision for a few moments of pleasure
Will Ya’ll pray for her and me as we go our separate ways 
and that I’ll be patient with God and wait
The women that God has chosen for me won’t bring pain
Please help me to pray for this young woman 
that I may have caused some pain
That she would be healed in Jesus name 
and that she would be blessed and made whole 
in every way restored to her rightful place