At struggle.
You see,
what you can't see
is that I've already lived.
Lives past
where I was in a system
cast
to the top of great kingdoms
peoples, tribes
head held high
royal servants
at my side.

No,
I did not
wait
want or
worry 
about things that would
come
to pass.
Nor did I 
sever
my relationship with the
sun 
of God,
for He was there, too.
Mine 
was a life of 
laughter
light 
love

and extravagance.

Which is why 
you must understand
that some folks
are not meant
to struggle.