They see me smiling, But inside I'm crying. 
My heart is shattered, My soul is dying. 
My eyes are swollen, My tears left them red. 
My heart has no beat, my body is as cold as the dead.
My life is over, my dreams are gone. 
Our love has faded , you left me alone. 
Contemplating death, but that's not the key. 
I have to move on and face reality.
A love that lasted for years has come to an end.
Don't want to fall in love, I just can't get hurt again. 
8 months have passed by, but,I still grieve for you.
So many questions left unanswered, and I'm left confused.
I close my eyes and I begin to weep.
Again I manage to cry myself to sleep. 
Wake up the next day, the pain is still here. 
What, no one else to torture, no one else to scare.
I still remember every detail of our last day. 
I begged for your touch,I begged for you to come back to me.
My words couldn't have been clear because you didn't hear me. 
You didn't give me what I wanted or what I desperatly needed.
You just layed there as I forced myself to say good-bye.
Letting out enough tears for the both of us to cry. 
One last kiss just to get me through the day. 
My body went numb as I watched them carry you casket away. 
I know I shouldn't question or even ask why. 
I just need to know why GOD took the Love of My Life.