I gave it all a great deal of thought.
I considered all the facts.
There were many opinions I sought.
It is so hard I was unable to relax.
It caused me moments of fear.
I knew it would be a major change.
There were negatives I refused to hear.
I had a feeling things could become strange.
I prayed for peace of mind.
The choice was not easy.
There were many things I am leaving behind.
It all made me feel rather queasy.
I want to be totally right.
At times I felt under attack.
It came to a point where I saw the light.
I have to be strong and never look back.